September 20, 2000 – German Film and Holding Hands
Of course, here I am all confused. I like this guy, but does he like me? A few days ago I was wondering if he really liked me and yesterday we flirted hard. Does he like me or doesn’t he? Is it in my head? Was he just playing? … Still, I couldn’t wait until the next moment we would be together.
Rob invited me to a movie that I didn’t care at all about. At BYU there is a little tiny International Film theater that is free. I loved it, cause it was free and sometimes they showed really good movies. Well, for Rob’s German class, if you went to go see a German film you could get extra credit. I have no idea what the movie was, but it was horrible. Really truly horrible. Of course Rob and I were flirting, but we didn’t have any idea what the movie was about, the sound wasn’t great so Rob was having a hard time understanding the movie anyway and we ended up just giggling and joking the whole time. And then all the I-like-you tension culminated in holding hands. I remember melting as he held my hand that first time. I probably put my head on his shoulder, just melting into him.
We walked home that night holding hands and I couldn’t have been happier.
written Spring 2006
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